“Tears are words the heart can't express”

Things I Want

1. Miley Cyrus tickets
2. Bad Girls Don't Die and the new Sarah Dessen Book Along for the Ride
3. Secret*
4. For everything to work out for everyone
5. To stop hurting - physically and mentally
6. Secret*
   
7. Secret*
8. For everyone to be happy
9. To be a different kind of person (but, only on days like this)
   
10. To read Harry Potter for the first time again
11. To have something of mine actually work out
12. To have small get togethers with friends where conversation ensues in the future when I have my own place. 
13. To be able to go to the movies and scrapbook regularly with Dani
14. To always be able to visit Seattle, or some day live there
15. To have a child that will love me as much as the kids in my life love their parents.
16. The Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince and New Moon movie posters
17. To some day have a cozy home to live in.
18. To have a husband that puts up with me and knows that I can have insomnia so I'll stay up late reading or watching movies/the Disney channel.
19. A golden retriever (that won't scare Oliver!)
    
20. To have Confessions of A Shopaholic(it comes out June 23) and 17 Again(August 11) on DVD already
    
21. Built in bookcases
22. A spa
23. A long blue flow-y dress
24. To lose 10 or 15 lbs
25. To not wake up with migraines
26. To always know someone is going to be there for me (I know that there are people now..I just want to always know that and be secure in that knowledge)
27. To get in to graduate school when I'm done
28. To go to Disney World, The Harry Potter Theme Park, other places in the U.S. and Canada, most of Europe and Australia.
29. To laugh
30. A nice new camera like the Digital Rebel

* = I wrote this in my hand written journal and so the numbers that say "secret" on them are things that I feel are to personal to put out in to the world.